This one day, I walked into a clothes shop, not knowing the odds that the guy that worked there would one day be my everything. So I walk out the shop giving a dimpled smile and carrying on with my day. Never knowing the future that was just about to hit me; as times went on and the conversations got deeper and the feeling grew stronger, now was the time to make things official. There are those little things right now that still NEVER fail to make my tummy do a backflip and my mind flies away. The smile, the teeth, his tummy, his eyes, his everything. I have always known since the day I met him he was going to fill a place in my life that is impossible for anyone else, the way we are; are the way things are meant to be. The steps that have been taken and the paths that has been chosen is a long road with millions of tiny steps to take, together. The laughs the smiles, the giggles we have together, the cuddles, the kisses, the times we spend… together. We are one of those couples that can spend every day together, and never once will there be a moment where one of us isn’t chit-chatting about random shiz. The holiday we had was yet again a perfect time that we spent with eachother, swimming, pub quizzes and even the odd game of badminton brought memories to my head that make me have a bit chuckle; love it. I get in so well with his family, welcoming arms, and the bribery to take a J20 is always constant. The fact he gets on with my family is also a bonus! Brothers and sisters asking ‘when he may be coming over next’ ‘when will I next see him’ the sibling all love you. Our trips to the cinema, like our last one to go see a horror, how that was horrendous, scary. Ears blocked and eyes covered; that is the way to do it right? There’s just so much I could say, our nights in with a movie or the odd episode of holby city, despite his hatred for the programme, it all comes back together on how connected we are! When I wake up to his arms around me, or his head buried in my collar bone, ‘goodrbumps’. From the way my feelings are I know I am truly in love with this person; something that I never once felt in my life. My boy, my world, my EVERYTHING.
Oh and incase you didn’t know, this boy.. he is called Joshua